CJ's due date is today, October 16th!

Today is CJ's expected due date!  He was born almost 3 months early and he made it to his due date!  Yay!  What an accomplishment.  Tomorrow is his first appointment with the pulmonologist, the doctor who regulates CJ's oxygen process.  I will be so nervous when they take him off the oxygen but even more scary will be when they take away the monitor that goes off when he stops breathing.  I don't know how I will survive that change. I will be freaking out with nervousness and fear all the time and minute, by minute giving it over to God.  Giving things over to God is a million times more difficult now that I am a mother.  It is my instinct to worry.  I can never get enough prayer and sometimes I feel like I am living by it alone, so please keep praying.  It means everything to us.  CJ also has an appointment to have a head ultrasound tomorrow and we really need prayer for that.  He had one right before being discharged from the hospital and the results showed some haziness in the brain in regards to the spinal fluid.  We are praying that the haziness is no longer there and everything looks great!  Thank you for all of your support and reading this blog.  Please feel free to click the comment area below.  I love to read the comments!  Love to all!